argh. tak nak la
damn it.
he's attached.
its like bermadu oke?
im his 'ayunk' lagi sorg is his 'ma'.
damnnnn!
***i* ni pulak,
mcm2 hal!
argh!
why can't i get what i want?
I can't never imagine that this could happen to me, Finally, i am free to text c kurus, and say i miss him, say 'syg' like we used to. ;)) super duper happyyy. I am not sure whether its a love or not, but i guarantee that i am happy now. ;)) i feel like jumping, and i really want to balik ipoh cepattt, haha, i miss going shopping, eating lots of foods, and gurau-gurau, watching movies. one day, when we were texting each other, somehow i came up with this kind of topic..
me: syg, u tau x, thn yang paling byk kite watched movies, tahun 2006. Tahun 2007 satu kali je
;(
him : ala, xmo la cite sal cite lame
( at that moment, i tot that he didnt want to remmber back all the past bcoz of he hates me ke ape) then..
me: ala, sory2
him: huh, x, i juz sedeyh sbb u treat i baik, tp u de selingkuh huhuhu sian i
(hoh)
me: huhuhu sorry syg, silly mistake i. U pn tau hw much i love u kan?
him: yup i knw tht.. semue org wt clap, i pn wt clap gak
(sorry syg ;( ...)
me: dua2 pun wat silap kan syg? konon open relationship, last2 jd cmni, pdn muke kite kan
well, tak guna menangis utk benda yg dah lepas. i dont even know if it is kerna sayang, or just a feeling.
better go solat sekarang, mintak petunjuk.
bye.
